Monday, February 28, 2011

I'm Back....^^

Really a busy 2nd yr life
now only finish all, ve my own time to update my blog^^

Flash back to wat i ve done...
ptum, acd, sukmum, mpp...
after all effort i put, but ppl can jus forget it cos my careless in others
althought tat's bit hurt for me, but i noe tat's common
ppl re not the one who always trust u, they re not ready to accept ur reason
but family re, they re always wif me

I think i need to plan my free time now again...
study, exchange programme, piano, swimming n FAMILY
It's time for me to study
find exchange programme
learn piano swimming training
of course need care more family, maybe it's time to go find a job
spend my time n effort on wat more valuable
at least to those ppl who appreciate

Dun take anything as granted
ppl re not always back up for me, even they promise before
thus, must jiayou... be independent, be strong...

Friday, December 10, 2010

Rest In Peace, Grandma... Miss you...


凌晨三点多
一个不平静的心 一个不一样的夜


经过一整晚的仪式
萦绕在耳边的是她的声音 我们的慰问声
“阿嫲,你的耳朵有好一点吗?”“你们吃饱了吗?后面有饭…”“有水果,要吃呀…”
“要关灯…”“阿嫲,你起来要做么?”“我要去关门……”
“mau kencing...” “xin ko...” “阿嫲,起来咯,起来小便咯…”“我的手要断了…”


以前小的时候
都只会喊‘阿嫲’ 都听不懂她说什么 当时都只是顾着玩
只知道她每回都会煮丰富的给我们 都会切水果给我们吃
每回在要回家之前都会抱抱 都会给我们红包
每次每次 都会站在那里跟我们挥挥手 “有空再来呀…要乖乖读书呀…”


久而久之 被取代的是
每餐都给我们些许的钱 叫我们自己解决三餐
她嘴里不停重复着 叫我们吃饭 叫我们关灯关门…………
可不变的是 招牌式的挥手动作 还有“有空再来呀…要乖乖读书呀…”

到了后来
每回的行动 都需要我们的搀扶
每回的休克状态 气喘吁吁的情况 昏睡好几天的疲态 精神奕奕的自言自语


现在
脑海里的全是我叫唤着她的画面
在眼前的是多年以前的黑白照片
在耳边的全是佛经播放机的声音
在心里的是一个思念的心情……


阿嫲 一路走好
我们都一直相信是小仙女带领着你走接下来的路
想念您 合掌

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Monday, November 15, 2010

數到五答應我

quite sweet...not bad...^^

Monday, November 8, 2010

相爱没那么简单

没那么简单就能找到谈得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安……
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就防空自己
别人说的话随便听一听 自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪……
想爱没有那么容易 每个人都有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易 才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心……^^

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Relax myself...

2nd year
Really a busy year for me
Activity, events, sports, study...
Stress, upset, alone...
Keep having negative feeling

But now, back to home
Relax bit, and start to flash back wat i ve did
I ve no regret on wat i ve did, wat i decide

Really cant let him go
Such a nice guy, not bare to leave him anymore
Thanks for always by my side
Sorry for always lose temper to you
Now i realise, even i tired to love u sometimes
But nvr tired to enjoy ur love... Love u, dear...^^

Monday, October 4, 2010

Savage...

Sorry for being innocent, ignoring you...

Sometimes just quite angry tat u nvr take it serious for wat u promise me...
Everytime my heart bleeding, i so wish tat u can realise it...
At least saw it...

It's easy to love but hard to understand someone...
Are u stil willing to understand me?
Stil willing to spend ur time wif me?

Wondering...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Exhibition

Paling grand de exhibition pt10~~

Expo

Nice expo pt10 we ve...^^

Monday, September 20, 2010

Ukrainian spectacle

Impressive one...Environmental frenly de fireworks...^^

Thursday, September 16, 2010

燈續光明

虽不是流行歌的曲风,但仍让众人感动~~

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

无奈

今天
看到了悦读书房对我们的见解
也看到了大家对新奇事物的反应

华文,词的组别都有外来语之分
区区一个马大灯笼节 也能为大家带来愤怒
怎么大家都不想想着活动的意义
怎么大家都不想想这背后的原因
与其冷嘲热讽 还不如探个明白来的有意义

什么强烈谴责 文化沙漠 一般废材 世界排名
若然大家对中华文化的传承那么的支持与关心
那么当初的马大灯笼节也就不会沦落如此田地
当初的血汗 当初的奋斗
为的只是让咱的中华活动得以延续
无数次的停办风波 没人愿意提起
但并不代表它没存在过

但愿所谓的公众
在积极讨论马大灯笼节的同时
能真真正正地清楚他存在的价值
毕竟 一味的批评
可能 些许的让大家对中华文化有些醒觉
但也可能抹杀 新生代对文化传承的热诚

Monday, September 13, 2010

Feeling...^^

Is today, yesterday's tomorrow?
Or tomorrow's yesterday?
Deardear said, "yesterday's tomorrow" sound better...
Full of hope...
Jus like us...^^

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.

Recently...dunno y...
keep thinking of something bukan bukan...

Wonder how to make u change...
Change to more gentle...
more caring... more brave... eat more vege also...

It's me ask for too much??
Maybe i should not request so much...
Nobody should change for me...
Even tmr is the world end.......

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Dedicate to all ppl who perasan...


Everytime we quarell...
I ve the feeling wanna to quit...
Ve the feeling wanna to die...
Why cant make our life easier...
Why u must think tat we misunderstand u, dun understand u...
Can u think of us sometimes...
Jus a moment...

Make my uni life worth to continue...Pls...